I am awkward when startled and good at dealing with crowds, am self conscious and shallow, and have resigned myself to the stares of strangers. It makes me laugh when fourteen year old girls look up to me without having any idea how shitty their idol is and it makes me blush when boys in black smile at me through while exhaling smoke. I am easily lured in by catty smiles and moody eyes. I drink far too much. I have no common sense.

I just am, and what happens just happens. I am not young enough to know everything.

andrew owens, ben folds, ben jelen, blue october, bright eyes, broken social scene, daphne loves derby, dashboard confessional, death cab for cutie, decemberists, great big sea, howie day, imogen heap, james blunt, kill hannah, marilyn manson, mason musso, mika, mindless self indulgence, neverest, nobuo uematsu, obadiah parker, only son, philip glass, placebo, plans to leave, porcelain and the tramps, portugal the man, relient k, saves the day, say anything, sigur ros, stars, straylight run, tempo, tegan and sera, terra naomi, the capricorns, the feeling, the format, the fray, the medic droid, the postal service, the secret handshake, this day and age, young jeezy, young love

lord of the rings, pirates of the caribbean at world's end, master and commander, fight club, hard candy, treasure planet, the illusionist, advent children, crying out love in the center of the world, trainspotting, great expectations, grave of the fireflies, sky captain and the world of tomorrow, howl's moving castle, thirteen, pirates of silicon valley, fearless, eragon, marie antoinette, steamboy, velvet goldmine, the last mimzy

scrubs, house MD, iron chef, heroes, pirate master, one piece

harry potter, great expectations, trainspotting, fight club, choke, outline of my lover, i hope they serve beer in hell, hotel lachapelle, candy, glass books of the dream eaters, the abomination, the picture of dorian gray, lord of the rings